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In the previous task you looked at how you justify your use of CSAM to yourself, before, during, and after using the material. In this task you will look at all the practical things that you do to make CSAM use possible.

5.3 How I make my use possible

1. My pathway to CSAM

Various underlying factors and motivations form a path towards your use of CSAM, by triggering thoughts and emotions that lead you to harmful behavior. In the exercises, you will be asked to reflect on your own life and values, as well as other perspectives on the use of CSAM.

The aim of the task is to help you recognize the behavior that allows you to use CSAM. The better you recognize the warning signs taking you closer to using CSAM, the earlier you can stop going towards CSAM and ReDirect your behavior. This enhances your ability to make conscious decisions and control your behavior. For situations in which you are already taking concrete steps towards watching CSAM, it is good to come up with a path to take another direction.

Look at the figure below: How does the use of CSAM take place? How do I remove external obstacles?

1. My pathway to CSAM

Various underlying factors and motivations form a path towards your use of CSAM, by triggering thoughts and emotions that lead you to harmful behavior. In the exercises, you will be asked to reflect on your own life and values, as well as other perspectives on the use of CSAM.

Think back to situations in which you have decided to use CSAM

Write down the actions that you did to make it possible to use CSAM.

For example:

  • “I made sure I was alone and no one could see me watching CSAM”

  • “I searched for images with search terms that I knew would lead to a site I wanted”

  • “I keep the TOR browser installed on my device”

Think of alternative ways to act in these situations

What could you do differently to interrupt the path toward using CSAM. What could you say to yourself that would make you stop the behavior?

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B)

Task 19: My behavior with which I make my CSAM use possible

1. My pathway to CSAM

Various underlying factors and motivations form a path towards your use of CSAM, by triggering thoughts and emotions that lead you to harmful behavior. In the exercises, you will be asked to reflect on your own life and values, as well as other perspectives on the use of CSAM.

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“At home and when I am alone.”

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“Somewhere private by myself.”

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“When I am under the influence of drugs.”

Quotes

These following quotes are from respondents to our Help Us to Help You – Questionnaire:

In our survey we found that nearly 30% of the users of CSAM stated that they often drink or use drugs before they search for and use CSAM.

1. My pathway to CSAM

Various underlying factors and motivations form a path towards your use of CSAM, by triggering thoughts and emotions that lead you to harmful behavior. In the exercises, you will be asked to reflect on your own life and values, as well as other perspectives on the use of CSAM.

What is a self-help program?

  • it is based on treatments that have been shown to be effective in treatment

  • it consists of different sections

  • it includes information and exercises to help you manage your everyday life and symptoms

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